Thursday, May 3, 2007

to the good life

i have a need to
disengage

to turn off
to go blank
(for a while)

too much reality
is a bad thing

& trust me,
there is too
much reality right

now

i read an article
in a magazine
recently about group
suicide in japan &
how-- in some weird
logic-- suicide is almost
noble

made me want to cry as
i whistled "suicide is
painless..."

the country stopped
for three whole
days & became blank faced
when some madman shot
two dozen plus seven on
a college campus in old
dominion

that kept our
attention for three days
(& that was good for us)
until some overweight
washed-up actor screamed
invective at his daughter
over a cell phone

honestly, i think we
were more shocked by that

troops are dying in places
i can't spell for
causes i don't quite understand

& others are killing
in the name of gods
that i have never heard of
& couldn't pronounce if i tried
(not that i want to, mind you)

the hand carts are cheap
this season, its
the hell that is costly

(hey brother, can you spare a
10 spot, i need a gallon of gas)

my credit is
almost maxed
yet, i need more
more more
more

i'd like the gold plated
cart with platinum deucie-deuce
rims

can i get that
with a seven year
(itch) loan

it'll stop
eventually--
some day

& the piper will come
with hand out
collecting on our
past dues

DWC 2007

3 comments:

thirdworstpoetinthegalaxy said...

The day I heard "Suicide is Painless" without the MASH credits rolling behind was quite an eye-opener for me.

In many ways.

Way to intermingle pop culture with personal introspection, by the way. Was particularly drawn to this stanza, which sums it up for me:

the hand carts are cheap
this season, its
the hell that is costly

loofrin said...

that's how i do it, 3rd werst. thanks for the kudos, though.

XOXO said...

I think you've read my mind. Thanks for putting it to words. (I'm not so great with that part)